stuff like that helps me keep going
im slowly sorting through stuff from storage and the most valuable thing im coming across are letters from hs+college years from like.. the sweetest people
i didnt choose the seluda life the seluda life chose me aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i miss animating. i haven’t animated in forever though
comic updates will resume and chapter 6 is relatively straightforward… hope i don’t randomly dip
had a good bday time
birthda y time
my external is running out of memory and it’s all because of my archive of mr rogers
there’s a mini comic submission i’d like to try but i’m burnt out from the zine i completed earlier this month.
and i need to work on the main comic
the mini comic idea is fun, hopefully i can get it done by next year’s submission. knowing me though stuff might happen and i fall into the abyss and get stuck
therapy hasn’t been helping me at all and medicine doesn’t alleviate these deep seated thought patterns i have. i’m slightly optimistic with psychedelics but i dunno
except for the hands… i couldn’t draw hands at all under the influence
text and most of the character art were done while on shrooms… i will be cleaning this up anyway to run through an AI colorizer
im simultaneously so frail and sturdy